See above - yep thats how I am feeling.
Be aware - this post is a whinge, and I am definitely feeling a little sorry for myself right now!
At the end of last week it was like everything was crystal clear and the path to follow was an easy one. Today - struggling in a major way.
I'm freakin pissed at myself. No exercise for the last 5 days - yep 5 friggin days!
I didn't plan properly and that annoys me to no end. Thursday and Friday last week I scheduled as my rest days - forgot all about a function Saturday night. Was definitely inebriated Saturday and our friends didn't end up leaving til 4.00am. Getting up to do dogs at 7.30am Sunday morning saw me still drunk. Sunday was a write off.
Today I couldn't get my head in the game. I put off exercising until it was too late. I basically sabotaged myself.
Tomorrow I have a full day planned, committee meeting, dropping off dogs, a few errands and then packing.
Wednesday is the only day I have planned at home to take care of the house before our house sitter comes to stay.
Tomorrow and Wednesday I will commit to exercise! There are no excuses!
My next weeks schedule is;
Thursday, Friday - travelling. (Perth to Exmouth - 1247km's)
Saturday - Dad's surprise 70th birthday.
Sunday - spending time with Dad and Mum and the family that travelled.
Monday, Tuesday - travelling. (Exmouth to Perth - another 1247km's)
Wednesday home.
I'm feeling a little helpless in not organising my sh*t better. I have four days whilst away where I really won't be able to exercise due to the car travel. Not sure what I can do there.
I'm being honest when I say I will be drinking on Dad's birthday - so this has to be taken into consideration as well. No Duromine will be taken on the weekend.
To compensate I will have to make sure that my healthy eating is on point with no straying.
The only thing going ok is that because it is bloody hot up there, 39C today - that there is a pool! I am going to have to get in some swimming time, as well as a few walks to try and make sure that I reach my goals.
I am annoyed at myself for letting the old me - hold down the newer me who is trying to get this stuff right.
Mood: -Pissed at myself!
Be aware - this post is a whinge, and I am definitely feeling a little sorry for myself right now!
At the end of last week it was like everything was crystal clear and the path to follow was an easy one. Today - struggling in a major way.
I'm freakin pissed at myself. No exercise for the last 5 days - yep 5 friggin days!
I didn't plan properly and that annoys me to no end. Thursday and Friday last week I scheduled as my rest days - forgot all about a function Saturday night. Was definitely inebriated Saturday and our friends didn't end up leaving til 4.00am. Getting up to do dogs at 7.30am Sunday morning saw me still drunk. Sunday was a write off.
Today I couldn't get my head in the game. I put off exercising until it was too late. I basically sabotaged myself.
Tomorrow I have a full day planned, committee meeting, dropping off dogs, a few errands and then packing.
Wednesday is the only day I have planned at home to take care of the house before our house sitter comes to stay.
Tomorrow and Wednesday I will commit to exercise! There are no excuses!
My next weeks schedule is;
Thursday, Friday - travelling. (Perth to Exmouth - 1247km's)
Saturday - Dad's surprise 70th birthday.
Sunday - spending time with Dad and Mum and the family that travelled.
Monday, Tuesday - travelling. (Exmouth to Perth - another 1247km's)
Wednesday home.
I'm feeling a little helpless in not organising my sh*t better. I have four days whilst away where I really won't be able to exercise due to the car travel. Not sure what I can do there.
I'm being honest when I say I will be drinking on Dad's birthday - so this has to be taken into consideration as well. No Duromine will be taken on the weekend.
To compensate I will have to make sure that my healthy eating is on point with no straying.
The only thing going ok is that because it is bloody hot up there, 39C today - that there is a pool! I am going to have to get in some swimming time, as well as a few walks to try and make sure that I reach my goals.
I am annoyed at myself for letting the old me - hold down the newer me who is trying to get this stuff right.
Mood: -Pissed at myself!
