I have always been on the big side as a child and it became worse when I fell pregnant with my children, I finally came to a cross road I had to choose whether I want to do this or die. I am at my heaviest now and I feel ashamed and angry at myself for not giving a damn anymore. The last straw came when I saw a photo on facebook of myself I just broke down I went to my GP and he prescribed the duromine. I have decided to take it day by day. 
