Need sleep

Morning guy's I'm a female height in the old scale 5.2
For as long as I can remember I've struggled with my weight
I'm in my early 50s.
I can still clearly remember being in year seven and our teacher just happened to mention that a
Most of us girls were over weight !!!!, I never thought as my self that way as I'm sure other girls felt like I did.
For some reason this stayed with me my whole life!!!! the teacher who clearly had her own body issues had no idea what she was saying nor did she have any qualifications to diagnose obesity,
I look back at my school photos and think OMG I was so small ,what this person in authority said has stayed with me my whole life and I am always comparing myself with other big girls.
I wish I could say I didn't care how I looked in a pair of jeans but I know I do.

I have always wondered if I was the only one that day that thought oh no really I'm fat ????
I do wonder if it wasn't for that fateful day would I have struggled with my weight ?
Perhaps yes perhaps no,guess I will never know the answer to that question,