i am at my heaviest starting weight ever... 117kg
i last felt this heavy when i gave birth to my 5.048kg baby boy... 20.5yrs ago. this however is the heaviest i have ever been... even heavier than at my heaviest pregnancy weight. i am so despondent and only the idea of duromine excited me somewhat. i'm in my second week now and for the first time in ages i have seen a downward movement on the scale... but i feel so heavy though... my bra's feel like they're cutting into my skin (and...
